Hello there.

It is now December here in Central Canada, though you would not know if by looking outside. There is VERY little snow outside. Usually by this time of the year we are wait high with snow!

But I'm not writing this to tell you about the weather, I am writing this to tell you about all the insanities that this month brings.

1-On the 5th Three Day's Grace is coming to town. I am going to see them and it will be great!

2-On the 10th I have an ultra sound to find that alien before it rips out of my gut... like in alien. (this may sound like I'm pregnant, I assure you I'm not)

3-On the 12th I am having a birthday party at St. Vital where we will go see The Princess and the Frog and just hang out all day.

4-On the 13th is my birthday and I'm visiting family and all that jazz.

5-On the 15th my brother is moving out.

6-On the 21st is 's birthday

7-On the 24th is Christmas with my Dad's side

8-On the 25th is Christmas with my Mom's side

Also many crappy working shifts in between. Also sometime in here we will be moving into our new house.

Normally I wouldn't post something like this; but if I could draw your attention to number five for a moment please.

Yes my big brother is moving out right before we move into our new house. He has not told our parents.
This makes me think for a moment... I'm only two and a half years his junior meaning I will have to move out shortly.

I have realized in this terrifying act that I am not mature enough. I'm not even mature enough to go to post secondary.

Of course there are moments of maturity, like when asked what I want for Christmas (of course there is a mile long list of movies) I could not answer. I don't want people to get me anything I want to buy it for myself.
I feel guilty when I receive things.

Anyways I'm just a little stressed out right now cause I need to start doing something with my life before I work minimum wage at a hardware store all my life (no offense to my boss).

O.o help.

What if today was the last day of existence... you only have this one day to do everything you've wanted, be with the people you love, live without regrets and live knowing that each breath you take could be your last.

What if you could never say goodbye to someone who has impacted your life substantially.

What if suddenly all those fantastic memories you've gathered through the years with friends and family mean nothing.

What if you don't have anyone to talk to, to share your fears with. Somebody who understands you, not judges you, but loves you for who you are.

What if you're alone...



No one wants to spend their last day alive alone...
No one wants to spend all the days of their lives alone...



What if you could make a difference in someone's life; bring them hope, and kindness. Would you?

Would you sit on the sidelines, pretending like you don't notice their pain...







I'm done now. Sorry if you read this and I wasted your time. I will make it up to you.

1. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
Well considering there is no EX to be had, I would leave them!

2. Your best friend is pregnant. What is your reaction?
She's already had 800 babies with Link, this is not new.

3. When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
I don't want to talk about that thanks XD

4. What is the last thing you spent money on?
FINAL FANTASY DISSIDIA

5. Do you think you gained weight or lost weight this past month?
Gained, as usual -.- XD

6. Crunchy or Puffy Cheetos?
Crunchy!

7. The first person on your friends list just called you a bitch. What is your reaction?
We have mini fake cat fights where we call each other down all the time. We're great friends! XD

8. Congratulations! You just had a son, what's his name?
Kade or Aaden

9. Congratulations! You just had a daughter, what's her name?
Charlotte or Kade (unisex!)

10. What are you craving right now?
A brain!

11. What was the last thing you cried about?
My Girl XD (it's sad okay!)

12. When you buy something and the change is 2 cents, do you keep it or tell the cashier to keep it?
I don't know I use debit.

13. What colour is your tissue box?
Black... to match my heart! XD Just Kidding.

14. Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
No. Fans are unnecessary in my house.

15. What is the last voice mail you received about?
Voice Mail? XD

16. Have you ever blocked someone in Myspace before?
I don't think I have a myspace. I'm not cool enough,

17. Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
@_@ Don't worry about it!

18. Do you wear a name tag at work?
No.

19. What kind or car do you drive?
97 Honda Accord

20. What do you order when you go to Taco Bell?
Nothing, I don't eat there.

21. Have you ever had a garage sale?
I have, thanks for asking.

22. What colour is your iPod?
Black.

24. Are you happy right now?
At this moment in time, or right now as a statement of being that surrounds me. The answer is no.
(I don't think that made sense at all!)

25. Who came over last?
Bryann, Dylan and Mark

26. Do you drink beer?
Not at all

27. Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
No.

28. What is your favorite key on your key chain?
The key that makes the noises come out of the car O.O (XD)

29. What was the last movie you watched at home?
My Girl

30. What is in your pocket?
You know... nothing, that's odd!

31. Who introduced you to your bf/gf/husband/wife?
My wife and I met a while ago. It was a romantic tale that involves me... sitting alone in my basement filling out silly question things XD

32. Where do you hurt?
Everywhere!

33. Has someone ever made you a build a bear?
No... that sounds splendid though! A CLOUD BEAR!!! *drools*

34. What's something fun you did today?
I went for a bike ride to pick up Dissidia.

35. What is your favorite Aisle at Wal-mart?
T.T The aisle that used to carry comic books.

36. When is your birthday?
December 13 1990

37. Is there anything hanging from your rear-view mirror?
Something to get the smell of dog out of my car.

38. How many states in the US have you been to?
North Dakota, South Dakota... where ever Mount Rushmore is. Why do they call it Mount Rushmore anyway?

39. What kind of milk do you drink?
Chocolate!

40. What are you going to do after this?
Jump off a bridge. I want to count how long it takes before I hit the water! XD (no I think I'll look at pretty Lord of the Rings things XD)

41. Who was the last person you went shopping with?
... Peter?

42. What is something you need to go shopping for?
MOVIES!!!

43. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
Last name yes XD

46. Is someone in love with you?
I doubt it.

47. What colour is your couch?
I thought that said crotch! I was like, EXCUSE ME!? Haha my couch is green XD

48. What famous person do you look like?
Billy Boyd, Elijah Wood, Johnny Depp, Hugh Jackman. The Lord of the Rings cast!

49. Does someone like you right now?
Doubt it.

50. Favorite pop-tart flavor?
Pop-tart... I had an organic one before that was really good!

51. Do you know anyone in Jail/prison?
No.

52. What are your plans for the weekend?
Work and probably some painting!

53. Do you like the color green?
I do!

54. Who was the last person to send you an instant message?
Dana (who JUST sent me one XD)

55. Last restaurant you went to?
I'm going to Mongo's tonight?!

56. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
Oh probably like 9 or something ridiculous like that! XD

57. Do you swear at your parents?
No.

58. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
That is something that doesn't happen.

59. Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
XD yes. When I was like 6

60. What is your ringtone?
T.T Some gay thing. I don't know how to put a cooler one on there! T.T

61. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping I'm pretty sure... or listening to music.

What curse word do you use the most?
Fritz (XD)

Do you own an iPod?
Yes.

What time is your alarm clock set for?
I have three alarms that change time depending on how sleepy I am that morning.

What color is your room?
Like a light green? It's my grandma's house, my new room is going to be the shit yo!

Flip flops or sneakers?
Sneakers, flip flops hurt my toes.

Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
Take the picture! I get so depressed when I see a picture of me XD

What was the last movie you watched?
Whisper of the Heart

Do any of your friends have children?
No

Has anyone ever called you lazy?
Yes.

Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster?
Yes

What CD is currently in your CD player?
My CD player is packed away in my Grandmother's garage.

Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
Chocolate. It's my favorite drink!

Family tradition:
....... Eat.... a lot?

Has anyone told you a secret this week?
Not that I can recall.

Have you ever given someone a hickey?
Myself XD In elementary school on my arm by accident XD

Who was the last person to call you?
British Columbia security, EB Games alarm is going off and we need you to go down there and fight the guy cause the police don't respond to those. (But sir, I no longer hold a key to EB)

Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
Most definitely.

Did you watch cartoons as a child?
I still do... but awesome ones, like Avatar!

How many siblings do you have?
One

Are you shy around the opposite sex?
On a scale of one to ten... a billion.

What movie do you know every line to?
Lord of the Rings, the Fellowship of the Rings. I'm working on the other two.

Do you own any band t-shirts?
I buy one at every concert I go to!

What is your favorite salad dressing?
Depends.

Do you read for fun?
Sometimes.

Do you cry a lot?
With my tears I could fill an ocean!

Who was the last person to text message you?
My phone is upstairs... probably... Mark?

Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?
Both.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Tattoos, I just have to find a good place.

What is the weather like?
It's Canada...

Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
Yes.

Is sex before marriage wrong?
I don't know, ask your God!

When was the last time you slept on the floor?
It's been a while.

How many hours of sleep do you need to function
7 or 8. I can function very well on three also.

Are you in love or lust?
Neither.

Are your days full and fast-paced?
Not really. I go to work, come home, watch a movie, listen to music and go to bed. Eventful eh?

Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages?
No and I fucking hate that so much when every fucking person around me who is a fucking twig calls themselves fat when they clearly aren't. If you want to eat it, eat it. You go to the gym almost every fucking day (you know who you are) so don't worry about it so much! FUCK!

How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
19

Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
Yes.

Have you ever been to Six Flags?
No.

Do you like cottage cheese?
I don't know.

Do you sleep on your side, tummy, or back?
Side and back.

Have you ever bid for something on eBay?
No. Greatly considered it though!

Do you enjoy giving hugs?
No

What song did you last sing out loud?
Jai Ho.

What is your favorite TV show?
I don't know. I like the History channel a lot. Ellen is really funny too!

Which celebrity, dead or alive, would you want to have lunch with?
Billy Boyd =3

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Almost every day.

What one thing do you wish you had?
Can it be something I don't want? (a line from the sixth sense)

Favorite lyrics?
That one Nickelback song. Umm... If today was your last day, and tomorrow was too late would you say goodbye to yesterday etc.

I need help!

I want a tattoo of the roman numeral thirteen (XIII) but I don't want it to be blah.

That's where you come in (should you chose to accept). My artistic talent is not with drawing or designing and I would love if (who ever reads this) would design a tattoo for me and post a link back here.

I will love you forever!

A few things though:
- Clean lines make me happy
- So does earthy, elish looking things =3
- I don't want skulls and scary things on me forever XD


I don't know. If anyone does this just use you imagination and think like a LOTR elf!